Post by elena maire gilbert on Mar 9, 2011 16:28:29 GMT -5
Elena Marie Gilbert
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Dear diary,
I don't know where to begin anymore. I'm lost. After losing my parents I've just hit a dead end. I never saw how wonderful my life was before the crash. I think I took it for granted half the time. Yes I knew I was lucky to have a family and have food. But when my parents died I saw how I had taken everything for granted. Stupid isn't it?
I blame myself for it you know. I should have died, they should be alive for Jeremy and letting Jenna keep to her party ways. But nope. I was the safe one and now, now I've got to pull a smile onto my face and tell everyone 'yes, I'm fine!' even though I still blame myself. Today is gonna be a new day.
Dear Diary,
Is is possible to fall for someone when they haven't even met you? I never thought it was until I saw him... He's the most handsome guy ever and such a gentleman! Caroline already has her hands all over him.
He did see me. But... Uh... He bumped into me after coming out of the men's toilets. Now he probably think that I'm a stalker or a slut who makes out with guys in the toilets! But it's not true! I mean, sure I was in there but Jeremy has began taking drugs! Uh. This relationship isn't going to work I he thinks I'm a man woman.
Dear Diary,
vampires are real. They are real. Witches are real. Real. I can't understand anything anymore. All my life I had understood this world but now...? Stefan is a vampire along with his annoying brother. Does that make me not feel anything towards Stefan? No. My heart still sings his name and my head hurts every time I think of him. It's wrong. I know. He's a vampire who sucks blood but... He isn't. He drinks animal blood and he somewhat kind. Crazy, I've fallen for a blood drinker who can kill me. Yay.
Dear Diary,
I'm hurt. I don't understand. There's a Katherine who looks just like me and Stefan used to go out with her. Is he using me? Does he only want me for as I look like that girl? I don't understand.
Dear Diary,
So, guess what? My parents aren't my parents. Stefan dug somethings up to find out how I look like Katherine and found I was adopted. I talked to Jenna and she said a girl just gave me to my parents. I want to know more. Who is my real mother? Does she laugh like me? Smile? I want to know
Dear Diary,
I don't want to know! I don't want her to be my mother! Oh god, and Damon... He has feelings towards me... I'm.... Lost. I don't know. And my uncle I've known for sometime? The ugly prat? Oh yeah guess who's his child? Yep me. I'm just praying that my children don't look like him!!!!!
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